Wiggle room

So…

The world has led me to think there’s much more to be unveiled.

Though making plans is a part of our human programming, the space for simple spontaneity falls short. Visually speaking, we’re on a road. Not just any road, but one that allows for confidence and control.

I was noticing the power lines today and how tall they were.

Do these need to be a specific height in order to function?

I don’t know.

But I know they are invaluable.

(as us Texans can testify due to recent events)

[jump cut to next analogy haha]

Sometimes I feel like we’re all just swimming under water.

Like we have the opportunity to swim up to the surface to take breaths of air but we choose not to. The water is just so warm and comfortable. Besides, we’re just doing what everyone else is doing.

I say all this to say, I’m in the process of seeking balance as of right now.

With producing music, having a job, continuing school, and wanting to express myself more creatively online, it’s been a whirlwind of not feeling good enough.

What I’m learning so far is just that… every day is different.

Nothing is set in stone.

There’s opportunity to change the course at any given moment. There’s wiggle room if you really want there to be. (some people don’t)

I feel like I was going to share something more deep and personal on this post but for some reason, the thoughts have disappeared. Maybe my perspective has changed, perhaps for the best. But I do want people to know that I am okay. Thank you to those who have me in their thoughts. I’m still not sure how many people actually read these but my intention is to just be as expressive as possible within reason. I want it to be like a journal, where I can explore philosophical ideas whilst sharing my experiences and life.

In case you haven’t noticed by now, I’m a deep thinker. Knowledge and wisdom are like floaties to me. Quite seriously though, if i’m not seeking, I’m sinking. Boom- quote that.